Toot toot

Im not one to toot my own horn, but, I would like to think I’m a good catch. Im seemingly attractive, in school, loving, giving, down for whatever. Yea sometimes I’m needy or selfish but, damn, who isn’t?! So why does it seem like I am just not appreciated? I do a LOT for you, and I mean a LOT. Why can I not receive these things back? Why does it seem like I’m breaking MY neck just to get an ‘I love you’ ?! After so long and putting up with SO MUCH BULLSHIT you would think expressing yourself to me would be something you would WANT to do! But no. I have to beg you for you to even acknowledge the idea of you loving me. Or get you liquored up to get some type of emotion. It’s whatever tho. They always end up wanting you, and doing the right things, the things you’ve BEEN asking for once your gone, right? Right.